Psychologist and criminologist Franziska Mathäus is studying legal psychology at the University of Bonn. She is asking for help with her master's thesis. The aim is to gain insight into how people with pedophilic tendencies use various means and content as sexually arousing stimuli, from leg...

Satire can be a powerful tool for alleviating the pain of injustice. It can be used to make something a laughing stock while at the same time hitting a nerve. It can expose the absurdity and hypocrisy of those who perpetrate the injustice. In the text “When I Chose Pedophilia”, an anonymous auth...

So far, three rounds of discussion have taken place between Leon S. Kennedy and myself on the one hand, and NewMan and Caspar from the FCA team on the other. Time for a quick update. You can find the background information in the corresponding blog post.

The four texts in question are:

• My ...

In mid April Kailey Roche posted about her latest project on VirPed. I would like to share it here:

Hi all!

For those who don't know me, my name is Kailey Roche and I am a PhD student in Clinical Psychology at the University of Ottawa supervised by Dr. Martin Lalumière. As part of my Disse...

There is a constant coming and going in the pedo self-help community. So many pseudonyms/usernames. Who is behind X, who is behind Y? And why hasn't Z logged in since the last enthusiastic post? Are they doing well?
Most people don't stay long, but even for long-time users that is rarely different....

Bouře from the ČEPEK forum has just completed a Czech translation of my story “The Rose Garden” and published it on their website. Under the menu item “Aktuality” (Czech for “News”) you can now find a current blog post with, as far as I can tell, a really successful translation. Big thanks to...

Laut einer Pressemitteilung von PAEDOE Pharma soll ab Mai ein neues Produkt in einer internationalen Medikamentenstudie untersucht werden: Weekapedol. Die klassische Behandlung sexueller Präferenzstörungen ist ja unter dem Begriff der „Triebdämpfung“ bekannt, wobei das Ziel ist, sexuelle Empfi...

Today a couple of announcements on my own behalf:

Updates of my blog: I have revised some pages of M2C in the last weeks. New information has been added and English translations have been completed:

• The English translation of the list of my media appearances has finally been completed. In t...

Thanks to Leon S. Kennedy's mediation, a conversation between him and I as well as Caspar and NewMan as representatives of Fate and Challenge came about on Thursday evening. In short, they strongly criticized my blog posts regarding our past problems. The conversation was quite exhausting for...

The next step towards the re-launch of Shadows Project (SP) has been made! 🎈🎉

You will still see a placeholder under its domain, but as of tonight there is a new one pointing to an archive. This archive is the old HTML page so that SP is accessible and visible again. Though there are som...